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[Nov 23rd 2009 | 09.26pm] |
i want to go to a school where people genuinely want to help each other, where they stand up &go look at each other's work during critique, where they don't sleep or draw or talk amongst themselves while other people are showing the work they've made, where they listen to the critiques they get &take them to heart &at least consider what's being said, where they "judge" people based on more than who they hang out with &what they do on the weekends, where they know they don't know everything &just want to learn, where they care about anything but themselves.
the art school atmosphere has been a complete disappoint to me.
denver, don't let me down.
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[Nov 15th 2009 | 11.43pm] |
 
i can't wait to be this happy all the time.
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[Nov 7th 2009 | 07.02pm] |
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( colorado pictures, halloween pictures. )
hey guys. i don't have much to say besides i have six weeks left of school/life in baltimore, i will be spending thanksgiving in buffalo, dan is on his way to my house &will be here within a couple of hours, therese will be here on thursday &is staying for the weekend, nathaniel is spending a whole week with me in december, i am feeling soooo sick today even though i was so adamant to NOT get sick this season (nathaniel is sick too, how can boyfriends manage to get you sick through the phone &from 1,600 miles away?), &i have work up in the juried show as well as a solo exhibition until november 14, which you can find out about on my art blog.
hope you all are well.
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[Oct 13th 2009 | 09.20pm] |
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watching my boyfriend sleep the other day because he is sick &i have nothing to do at my work study. i just colored my hair &it is getting sooo lonnggg.
so my laptop's hard drive spontaneously crashed last month ¬hing was able to be recovered from it, so i lost everything i'd edited/shot/made since i got to baltimore &started school this semester. i'm bummed i lost all the originals from nathaniel's visit &everything i shot in ocean city/johnstown/pittsburg (ugh ugh ugh) but it's not the end of the world. i also really, really miss having leopard.
( here ) are the pictures that were miraculously still on my camera when my drive crashed. sandy point &the state fair with jenae. there are just a few.
school is going so well &i am so, so excited about/happy with everything i am making/have made in my classes this semester. i'm going out with a bang, that's for sure.
i'm leaving for colorado friday for eight days to check out uc denver &cu boulder (&be with nathaniel &dan!). i'm transferring for sure &can't wait to get out of here. i'm bringing a mamiya 7 &a view camera with me &it is already stressing me outtt. why is it so hard to get a three-foot, 20-pound 4x5 tripod across the country via an airplane?
i still read my friends page religiously, but i haven't been taking a lot of digital pictures or doing anything that isn't art or school related, so follow my art blog to keep up with me! http://emmakisiel.blogspot.com/
oh also, do you know the noise these things make? because it is also the sound mica kids make when they are sick, about every ten seconds. it's the only way i can tell if our roommate is home. it's SO ANNOYING.
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[Oct 7th 2009 | 09.18pm] |
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i need to be in colorado, laying in bed next to my boyfriend NOW, not in 9 days :(
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[Oct 5th 2009 | 08.26pm] |
i am overwhelmed by how in love with this person i am.
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[Sep 30th 2009 | 08.01am] |
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last night i had a dream that i saw a man stab someone to death with a hedgehog. i called sylvia plath to tell her about it &when i told her to have a good night she said, "you too, bird. reflect in my hat."
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[Sep 26th 2009 | 09.26pm] |
but if you're a lonely girl
you might as well come on home
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[Sep 24th 2009 | 10.41pm] |
one thing i know you didn't know was how to
fall head first hand in hand into the ocean blue
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[Sep 15th 2009 | 04.23pm] |
so if you haven't seen the new layout/material on my portfolio website (i would guess this is something like version 4 or 5.0), go check it out because dan &i just finished its final phases of editing a couple of hours ago. i am officially launching it tomorrow but those of you reading my livejournal get a heads up either because you are lurkers &creepily dedicated to me or to following my follies or because you are my livejournal friend, &some of you have been since like 2004.
dan made a beautiful jackalope logo for me (if you have been following baltic since its beginning in 2004, you know it has almost always included a jackalope graphic or two &maybe you even have a first edition jackalope baltic tee) &helped with the coding of the site. i couldn't have done it without him.
i am really, really excited about this portfolio website &finally showing what i feel like is a professional body of work that feels like mine. check it out!!
http://balticphotography.com/
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[Sep 12th 2009 | 10.49pm] |
june 11, 2005.
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[Sep 5th 2009 | 09.28pm] |
&IF IT'S SYMPATHY YOU NEED THEN
WELL I'M SORRY
BUT YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE
WHO FEELS
CHEATED
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